That feeling.....:(

Dude its almost christmas....... But can anyone tell me why i dont have that christmas feeling. I mean every year i always get like too excited, because i mean IT CHRISTMAS!!! But lately i havent really had that holiday spirt. And what i mean by that is when we went to go see the lights this year, this was like the first that i didnt honestly really enjoy it. Now im thinking to myself well maybe its because this is the 5th year with the same thing. Well then when my mom told me she was going christmas shopping, now every year i almost pee myself because she about to go get the presents which means i get to wrap them. But this year, it was kinda like ehhh. So i dont know whats going on I just hope that i get that christmas feeling back before christmas comes...